Feb 10, 2021
this will not be an apology tour
though i have many and much to
apologize for.
the ones that matter manifest
into shame that causes days of drinking
too much. thinking too much.
my best friend who loved me unconditionally.
wanted a life with me, despite my wounds.
i showed him love by fucking his childhood friend.
by stopping his city to have dinner with him
only to catch a connecting flight to see someone else.
happily he is married now. 2 beautiful sons.
i imagine he will warn his boys to stay away from
girls like me.