Jul 9, 2022
i ordered two more bottles of french rose.
light pink and dry.
to celebrate 51.
unshowered. unshaven.
those things do not matter anymore
after this sense of undiscovery
of why i lack trust.
am always guarded.
why the ebb and flow of pain and loss
disappointment.
did i mention pain.
with 40 minutes left
i think i cannot
disappoint another soul.